Last week was more like a Gut Kick, rather than a check. I was sent a link to one of my old posts this week, a post from 2020, it reminded me of how I felt about my partner in life, back then. The question on the table is, what has changed. Nothing. I have no excuses for the hurt that I have caused; it hurts me to see it. I need to continue to work on myself, find my peace once again, because I know where my love is.

I am grateful for the kick to the gut and I am grateful that she did not aim lower.